I'm Human

I mess up
I get angry
I become happy
I'm reminded of something
On a daily basis
One thing will remain the same in my life
And I am grateful for this
Not sure you can fully
Appreciate what I'm thinking and feeling

Smoking will kill me

Today is the day
I am making my life better
I am doing some spring cleaning
Getting rid of things
That aren't needed in my life anymore
Starting with smoking


I wonder whats going to be next??

Friends

Connections

the human soul
has a way of connecting itself
so fast
it blows my mind

Sexually
even just a few hours
or sometimes it can take
just one look
in order for you to be sexually connected with someone
meaning
a simple physical attraction
all the way to
a crush or puppy love

Friendships
It takes a minuet or two
for most often final judgments to be made
about a person
friend worthy or just another passing through

once basics have formed
it can take as little as a week to a month
to form that "special" friendship
some call best friends/family



now ponder this
What comes with this fast pace connections

quick let go's
from my personal life
i have noticed how
quickly
i am ok with letting
friends go
whom i used to call my family

this not only worries me but
intrigues my mind


people work in weird ways...