Its been awhile,, heres something i wrote out of sleeplessness

Sitting alone in my car
no one to talk to
because your to far
away from me,

wishing to see
that smile
your teeth have gone pale yellow
Its adorable when you think
people are annoyed

If you ever sink
to that place u were before
id miss you to much

I'm going to write a score
of beautiful melodies
to make you feel happy

Deep within ur eyes
ill stare until you know
i dont see that beast you say is there
simplicity of this complicated young passion
has left me lost for words

theres so much to learn from
so much will grow
i got ur back
for what is worth
ur my friend
until we end


Sydney[D.H.
]

music ya hurrd

SOME ONE PLEASE

Saave me lol,
I have been in a song writing mood
yup yup

Caffiene weekend

This is my current life

No sleep
Coffee
energy drinks
shows
piercings
new friends
new music

I cant complain, its been fun

MUSICIANS!!!!!!!

So I want to start a Band
I sing and play guitar and a little keys

let me know if your interested!!

LOTS OF LOVE IN YOU

People, to my surprise, are a very complex being
Full of emotion and passion
My premeditation of how one will be
Most of the time is false
I love it
I love Gods ultimate plan
Bringing people in and out of my life
These people are all so unique
With different quirks
SO SO SO cool i think :D

Monday Again

Manic, no, I fear not
Obscene to this eye
Never do I look upon that
Dirty pile of rags
Apart from this grace abounding
Yellow, Red, Brown, Black runs the blood

Agape rings in my ears
Grasping to every part
Again I here a whispering
Innocent at the least
Not soon to be changed

Asking For It

People are Shallow
People Lie
People say One thing
then Do another
People say they Don't want Something
yet There actions Reveal completely different

I am sick of this shizz
When was this considered the Norm??????

Late Nights With Monty

Its been awhile since I have taken the time to read my bible and pray(not necessarily asking for things, but just chilling/talking) to God. Then last night, God spoke to e through my own mouth. Kinda strangle but i was having coffee with a friend of mine and we started talking about out faith and things of that nature. When I said , we should have urgency. Then I paused and thought, I have lost my urgency to know God more, so let His light shine through me for His Glory. I miss being so close to God, having hat utter assurance that he is there.
I know in my heart and by the truth of His word that i am saved, but i don't want to be getting to heaven by the skin of my teeth. I want to be the women God made me to be, a women after His own heart!

Interesting

The way things work out. I guess we will see what this week brings. God is so Awesome, Caring about me, Speaking to me right where i am at. Dude i think thats so rad!

Passed out yet?

So I gave blood, and then almost passed out half way through,
it was quite the experience. I Think everyone eligible should give blood
Its really not that big of a deal!!! do it you will save a life!!!

Tattoo's and Piercings

I love tattoo's and i want one so soon, and I am sooooo up for another piercing! like now, seriously!

Late Night Early Morning

“Gimme dat fire, gimme dat flame, gimme dat fresh wind, gimme dat rain, gimme dat freedom, You can have the chains, Gimme dat God! You can gimme all things!”

Gimme Dat - The Ambassador

This song is amazing. Christian music has changed so much in the past few years. A genre that used to be boring and well nerdy, is now bumping, rocking...etc Christian guys and girls who love the Lord with their whole lives are producing music that speaks to this generation. It just proves that Jesus is not just for the goodie two shoes out their, but for all. None of us are perfect. I always wondered why should Christian music be so enclosed withing just classical. I thank God, that there is now Hxc, Rap, Country, Christian music. So now I can listen to what I like, and not have to listen to vulgar, crude, and demeening lyrics.

Languages

So I love languages!!!!!! I pray that I can move out of the USA sooner than later!!! not sure where I want to go, or under what circumstances, but I WANT TO GO. The places I wanna live in would be Finland, Germany, Austria, Italy, well basically Europe somewhere. Not apposed to Africa or India err something.

Coffee!!!

I have had way to much coffee, today!!! I can barely think straight. Lots of things are changing. But God is good and sovereign in it all. Shaeli and I wanna start a band. She screams I sing, play basic keyboard, and guitar. I hope it works out that would be so much fun!!! but today has been crazy, lots of coffee, tea, and sugar. Didn't mean for it to work out that way but it did!!! Oh yea I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!

Waking Up

This week has been crazy. But waking up this morning gave me hope for a better day. I have so much going for me, and I have so many people who love and care for me. There really isn't a need to fear the future and what it has for me. I serve a loving, gracious God, and he has called me from the foundations of the earth. I am ready to live and see what he does! I am so excited.